Thursday, November 16, 2006
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changed add.
www.indulgenceindreams-.blogspot.com
not completed. but soon. =)
` ` b l o o z. [11:37 PM]
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
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i just kpo-ed abit abt my bro life. this is fun. lol. i think my younger bro is in a relationship. hmmmm. the wae he tok on phone juz now ABIT gentle. so i assume is toking to a girl. maybe juz frens. dunno. lol. juz guess onli. lol. my youngest bro likes someone. he seems to be quite chi xin. lol. so funni to see his reaction. wat a nosey sister they have. lol.
im scared of having headache on the actual dae. i scare i cannot think lah. shucks.
and i juz tok to someone 2dae. maybe it is a sign or something. i think it is pure coincidence lah. thinking too much.
and specially for carrie. i tot of u 2dae coz i saw the iron pills u gave mi. thanks for being there for mi! =))
xiuyi juz told mi something. hmmm. reconsidering of my stand again. haha. but well. shall see how.
wat a random entry. haha.
my blog is exploding. too mani entries le. gonna change soon. =))
` ` b l o o z. [10:52 PM]
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home alone. having a headache. shucks. maths seems so tough now. im scared that im giving myself too much pressure. oh no... endure... fighting on my own. =))
` ` b l o o z. [3:14 PM]
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sooner or later. no one will care abt each other and everything will end.
` ` b l o o z. [12:33 AM]
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Friday, November 03, 2006
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went studying with xy. wasnt beri productive for mi. was having a headache when studying. beri distracted though. haha. watched the last episode of the channel eight show. and serve her right. sorri for hating her. but she in that show realli ar.. urghh. feel like slapping her lah. so bitchy!! haha. i think xiuyi's da sao was abit shocked to see my reaction while watching the show. *throw face* haha.
thanks alot to mani. i guess im fine. and sorry to some who have to listen mi sae whatever crap. =))
` ` b l o o z. [11:45 PM]
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
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well. thoughts kept running. and im tired. shucks. i juz miss them all.
` ` b l o o z. [7:33 PM]
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gone. i had juz lost confidence in everything. my mind was totally blank while doing both papers. i regretted. but wat can i do? juz pray i think. disappointed. yes. very. crap. i had never felt so lousi for a major exam b4. even when i was taking 'O's,i know my english will not do well. but i know i might have the possibility to pass. now, it is like 0% that i can pass. it is the start and yet im losing confidence in myself. i have no confidence in maths. my supposed stongest subject. im beri distracted. i dunno why. oh man. wat is happening....
i cant help it but to show thru crying. i was scared b4 i entered the room. and carrie came at the right time when i needed a hug beri beri beri badly. at least to calm myself down. after paper one,i cant control and i think zihua and melissa were shocked. sorry if i shocked u two.
well. hope i will be fine tml. i need the concentration to study. im seriously beri scare of letting my parents down..
and dear xiuyi, it feels nice spending time with u again. doing all crazy stuffs. as though 'A's was over. and u managed to distract mi away from all of my thoughts for the whole afternoon. thanks alot MDM! haha.
` ` b l o o z. [6:37 PM]
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
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oh man. i juz saw MF-11 sheet in his pile of papers. is he studying the same thing as mi now? crap. he is like born smart. not fair. =(
and i realli dislike the feeling or studying something which might not even come out tml. shucks.
imissyou:)
` ` b l o o z. [12:46 PM]
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